Hey.

Wherever you are right now,

How's it like there?

Has anything change?

Or is life still a PITA?

But no matter.

Do you still regret?

Then read this and understand.

Regret ain't doing anyone any good.

So do yourself a favor,

Think back to now.

Don't you absolutely loathe that feeling?

That miserable, crushing despair.

That burning rage, unfathomable hatred.

That… sadness.

So let go.

It's been long enough.

Just,

Let go.

Don't look back.

Because there's nothing there now.

-|20111991|

2010 has passed.

So many memories were made this year.

Some happy, some sad, and all of them unforgettable.

Even though I really couldn't wait for it to end.

I made a lot of stupid decisions.

And let a lot of stupid emotions get me down.

Can I say I tried?

Nah, that feeble attempt doesn't qualify.

So in the end I'm still the fuck-up I was the year before.

Sigh.

I am so tired of hearing myself whine about the same things every fucking year.

So I'mma post a new year resolution.

1. Try not to fuck up most things this time.
   
2. Learn to drive manual.
   
3. Get a steady weekend job.
   
4. Get some spine.
   
5. Get buffed; no lazing around anymore.
   
6. Learn parkour, self-defence arts.
   
7. Polish up my social skills.
   
8. Don't let anyone fuck with my life anymore.
   

Yeah, that should do it.

And this time I ain't fucking around anymore.

20 years old, and I still have to do this thing.

I swear, this will be the last time I ever need something like this.

So watch out fuckers, I'm coming back.