Hari Kokurikulum. Go school. Go on stage. Get certificates. Walk outta school gates. Atleast that's what I hope tomorrow will be like. Unfortunately, I left out 2 hours of boring marching and performances between the certs and the gates. Damn, if I fall asleep tomorrow, it's all their fault!
Sometimes you just have to learn to let go... You will see how easy it is to breathe again after you do...
~"Well, love is insanity. The ancient Greeks knew that. It is the taking over of a rational and lucid mind by delusion and self-destruction. You lose yourself, you have no power over yourself, you can't even think straight." - Marilyn French~
Yeah, well, you got that right mister...
Life Should Be All About. Excitement. Joy. Warmth. Happiness. Serenity. Tranquility. Naivety. Innocence. Beauty. Surprises. Equality. Friends. Companionship. Laughter. Fun. Freedom. Love.
Reality Is. Depressing. Sad. Sick. Lust. Insanity. Grief. Rage. Lifeless. Money. Dead. Twisted. Ugly. Corrupted. Secretive. Selfish. Power. Race. Religion. Colour. Status. Rankings. Unfair. Oppresion. Deceit. Lost. Fear. Loneliness. Death.
Am I losing my sanity? Or is everyone else getting insane?
What is the purpose of my existence?
:I don't friggin' care:
The holidays are finally here... It's strange how much you longed for it, but when it's there, you kinda wish it didn't... Atleast, that's what I feel... Ever since the holidays started, I've been without purpose... Yeah, I know I should do revisions and stuff but I'm just too lazy to get started... Somebody shoot me please... X_x...
The last 48 hours had been the most idyllic, carefree, boring hours of my life.... I wonder if it will be the same for the next 165 hours... Damn, this holiday is going to suck nuts...
Listening to : Okaeri ~ Ayaka Mood : Bored
Shoot, I got selected for National Service!! Damn, that's three months of my life wasted on stupid marching and "unity" classes.... Ah well, at the very least it's going to buff me up... I just hope I don't end up being as black as a charcoal when I come out...
Anyways, skipped tuition today to go chill out Fei Sin, Ivan, Eugene, Kye Lin and Jun Hin... We went to a restaurant named Calorie to have our lunch before heading off to a (mostly) empty open-air car park for some driving practice... Jun Hin be damned, he said he knows how to drive but when Eugene lets him drive his car, he nearly wrecked it! =_=" After that near mishap, we took turns driving in Eugene's car, with Eugene riding shotgun and barking instructions at us... After two or three times being driven around by Jun Hin and Fei Sin around the lot, I started feeling seriously sick and had to get off the car to get a breath of fresh air... @@... So, maybe driving in circles doesn't really sound that fun, but if you're the one behind the wheel, the feeling you get is almost addicting, I mean, it is to me anyways, since it's my first time xP
Okay, so after nearly puking my ass off, we head back to the mamak next to Zone X to chill some more before returning home... If you ask me whether I'd skipped tuition again for time-outs like this, I'd take you up on that offer anytime man! Oh, and loadsa thanks to Eugene for letting us test-drive his car, you rock dude!
Listening to : Rainy Day ~ Anonymous JPop Singer Mood : Ecstatic