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May 24, 2008



Yesterday was supposed to be our school's belated teacher's day celebration... There's to be lots of boredom, teachers singing karaoke and more boredom for all of us then... Yippee... Being the good kid that I am, I skipped school, and me, Jun Hin, Wing Cheok, Ivan, Fei Sin, Yeong Bein, and Kye Lin went to Sazaki's for lunch... It, was, absolutely, wonderful! There were like, tons of choices to pick from, so much that even non-sushi lovers (for instance, me xP) wouldn't have to worry about not having anything to eat... The food was good too, though the ones I ate were mostly fried stuff... The chicken katsu stick rocks, as does the kimchi fried rice... We even ordered 2 tokkuris (small glass container, contains around 500ml perhaps?) of sake! Everyone had so much to eat, we couldn't even move when it's time to go... Before we went to pay the bills, everyone had a little surprise for me... Fei Sin and Ivan suddenly shoved a plate of cakes to me and the gang started singing Happy Birthday! I was so surprised I could only gape at the cake... >.<>.< Well... It's time to go... I have a meeting later at 1 P.M. and I think I really oughta get some shuteye now... Yesterday was really unforgettable... I'll cherish that day till the end of my life xD Nitex!

(Pictures to come soon, stay tuned!)

Listening to : Cherish ~ Ai Otsuka Mood : Jovial


And life goes on...
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May 23, 2008



Another sleepless night for me... Spent the night watching animes... Hahax... T-minus 1 hour and 50 minutes till school starts... Not that I'm going to school anywayz... Sigh... I wonder how today will be like... Let's hope today's better than yesterday....

Listening to : Ash like snow ~ The Brilliant Green Mood : Bored


And life goes on...
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It's finally over... The three weeks of hellish exams... Somehow, I feel indifferent, even though it has been really stressful during these three weeks... I even felt the inkling of depression setting in instead of joy like what the others felt... Probably something to do with myself... Sometimes, I wonder... I wonder really hard... Why do I feel depressed all the time? Love? Money? Studies? Honestly, I really don't know the reason why... Pathetic really, not knowing what's wrong with yourself... Perhaps I was born depressed... Now that's depressing...


And life goes on...
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May 21, 2008



4 A.M... I'm worn out but I can't sleep.. Not when there's tons of pages left that I've haven't read through yet... Studying for Chemistry is probably one of the most frustrating things in the world... Anyways... Yesterday passed by uneventfully... Though it was probably 'cause I was napping the whole day in school... I didn't have to went on stage to promote the club's stuff... Turns out the club adviser agreed that we wouldn't have enough time to handle everything too when I pointed that out to her, and she said it's alright for us to cancel it... You couldn't imagine how relieved I was when I heard that... On a side note, there hasn't been anyone asking 'bout the trip to Petrosains and the National Planetarium yet, and that's got me worried whether we're actually going to get any participants... Oh well, things will sort itself out eventually I guess, so there's no need to worry 'bout it for now... Ahz, I better get back to my revision... T-minus 3 hours and 45 minutes till the Chem' papers... Wish me luck...



Listening to : Cherish ~ Ai Otsuka Mood : Exhausted


And life goes on...
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May 20, 2008



It's going to be 4 A.M.... And here I am still awake... Typical... Anyways, I'm taking the Bio test later on today... So, as you would have guessed by now, I have been doing some last minute revisions for the past three hours, and all I could crammed into my miniscule brain is how cells go pop (haemolysis)... That, and the fact that I might have to go on stage to promote stuff my club's selling this Friday in conjunction with Teacher's Day (actually supposed to be on May 16, which was last Friday) and you get a serious headache which is enough to make even a gunshot wound enjoyable... Every thing's so screwed up I'm actually considering skipping school tomorrow... But I don't think that's a real possibility, considering the fact that my dad will screw me ten times over if I skipped a test day, and the chances of screwing up everything my club members did for the screwed up sales... X_x... Gah, screw everything!!! Why did they have to picked me to be the club's Chairman?? T_T Ugh... I betta go cool down a'lil... Being all worked up wouldn't helped a single bit... I'm gonna go watch the sun rise again.. And maybe go puke over the side of my balcony... Ciaos

Listening to : My whining Mood : Crestfallen


And life goes on...
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May 14, 2008



4:22 AM... Way too early to be up and about... I couldn't sleep though... Feeling nauseous for who-knows-why... So here I am, typing this post while a cockroach crawls slowly beside me, intent on getting a blast of aerosol from me... 3 hours before school starts... 3 hours 30 minutes before the EST exams... I think I should be revising, no? Ah, who cares... I just wanna sit by the balcony and watch the sun rise... Nothin' like it to start the day off... Unless killing cockroaches is your kinda thing... O_o

Listening to : The cars speeding on the highway Mood : Nauseous


And life goes on...
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May 12, 2008



Additional Mathematics... One of the 9 compulsory subjects that we have to take during our Upper-Form years... Flunked it... *cheers* Yup, I did it again... We sat for the paper today and guess what? Uh-huh, yours truthfully slept through the whole paper without writing a single thing other than his name and his class... Not that I didn't attempt to solve the questions, mind you... I studied for arithmetic progression, they threw geometric progression into my face... X_x... It's official, I hate Add-Maths!!! Ahz, whatever... That's all in the past right now, nothing I can do to change it... I'm gonna start memorizing the History textbook till my brain's poppin' or turn liquid and pours outta my ears and nose... I wonder what it's gonna taste like... *ponders*

Listening to : The hum of my fan... Kinda catchy... *fum-fum-fum-fuuuum* Mood : Tired


And life goes on...
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May 5, 2008



Today was the start of our two-week long mid year examinations. We took both Chinese papers today, and boy, were they the easiest Chinese papers I ever took in all my 17 years of life. *laughs sarcastically* I could only write up to 100+ words for the essay before my mind went totally blank... *laughs maniacally* Looks like I owe Kar Xian a meal... =_="... Anywayz, we're taking BM tomorrow... I betta' haul ass and start revising the literature notes... Nitex X_x...

Listening to : Love Stoned ~ Justin Timberlake Mood : Bored


And life goes on...
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May 1, 2008



I believe... that peace, comes only after our passing away from this wretched life we live....

I believe... that love, is finally finding someone to share your loneliness with....

I believe... that friendship, should be about trusting your friends instead of doubting them....

I believe... we all share a common destiny, that which is death...

I believe... idling is simply time passing by when we're doing nothing...

I believe... we all have tons of chances to undo our mistakes, it's just that we didn't have the chance to notice it...

I believe... I have lost my marbles...

And I believe... it's time for me to sleep... Good night.


Listening to : Cherish - Ai Otsuka Mood : Strangely Philosophical


And life goes on...
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