A glimpse is all you get
Sep 26, 2009
An interlude of peace, a moment of silence, before the next chaos.
| - IntErluDe- |
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@9/26/2009 03:32:00 AM
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Sep 24, 2009
为何，我，在怀疑着自己的存在？
我，依然，呼吸着，感动着，活动着。
我，还在，沉默着，改变着，尝试着。
走了这么长远的旅程，难道没有任何能够让我确定自己存在的线索吗？
可是，为何，我还是感受不到，我自己的存在。
| - 寻找着我存在的见证 - |
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@9/24/2009 12:50:00 AM
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Sep 23, 2009
Came back from Genting yesterday morning. This was our first outing together since college started. The first day was real fun. First time seeing everyone in casual clothes. Our brunch in Genting was a litttle dissapointing though, but that was the only downside to an otherwise mostly perfect day. We bought beer and tried to stay awake till the next day, but most of us went back to sleep after 5 a.m. In the end, it was just me and Brian.
But in any case, I want to apologise for being such an ass yesterday. I was a lil' drunk, dead tired, and that probably made me grouchy and irritable but I shouldn't have acted that way. Sorry. Still, I hope you guys enjoyed yourselves. I certainly did.
Note : Go Facebook for pictures. Coming soon.
| - STuPiD drUnKarD - |
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@9/23/2009 03:09:00 AM
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Sep 20, 2009
A Smile,
takes no effort,
yet is capable of,
helping you relax,
making others smile,
making you feel better,
letting others feel comfortable around you,
showing the attractive side of you,
brightening someone's day up.
So smile, and the whole world smiles with you. =I
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@9/20/2009 01:39:00 AM
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Sep 15, 2009
I will start this post with a forewarning. It is going to be pure ranting from this point on, and I will be very explicit in my writing, so, if you feel offended, please go somewhere tamer. Thank you.
Okay, having said that, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK! Yeah, I'm being an incoherent idiotic fuck, a senseless bastard, an insecure asshole right now. But guess what, I don't care what you think, because I'm still going to fuck the world, middle fingers blazing and all.
Fuck my insecureness. Fuck my idiocy. Fuck my cowardness. Fuck my internet connection. Fuck my existence. Fuck my asshole of a dad. Fuck every single fucking thing in my fucked up life.
But most importantly, FUCK YOU. You said so yourself. That you will never acknowledge any fucking thing I do. I'm just a piece of trash in your eyes. Enough with my masks. I will not hold back anymore. Today is the last time you fucking cross me. I will hit back at you with everything I got. Watch your back, asshole. I have been holding back all this time. Most of the time, I kept my emotions under wraps. But no more. Not for you. I will never swallow my fury once more. This, I promise.
It is getting late. Every minute spent on this pointless post is a minute lost from blissful sleep. I will fuck off now. Good night.
| - Furious - |
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@9/15/2009 11:23:00 PM
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Screw me.
That is all.
| - Bastard - |
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@9/15/2009 06:46:00 PM
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Sep 13, 2009
This week started out like shit. Got sick the day on the same day I was shot down by my english teacher on Monday. Puked my heart out on Tuesday. Missed the first lecture on Wednesday. The other two days, well, let's just say my internet screw me up real good. Been trying to access this site for 3 days, but all I get are time-outs. Grr.
Hope next week's gonna be fine. Zacque found a contact to interview in Codemasters. Gonna be crossing our fingers that we won't mess it up.
| - Grumpy - |
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@9/13/2009 12:25:00 PM
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Sep 7, 2009
Lols, somehow got myself sick again. That's twice in a month's time. And wtf, it's exactly a month's time from my last fever. @_@... Feeling a tad better after some sleep though, let's hope it'll be gone by tomorrow.
Totally fail the english presentation today. God, the teacher tore us apart, put us back together, only to rip out our hearts again. Sigh, that sucks big time, though it's only my fault for not getting us prepped up for the presentation. Sorry guys.
I hope it rains. I've always love rainy days. Cold, dark and gloomy, like how I used to be. Atleast I hope it's "used to be". Some things got my head running around in circles again. Sigh. Hope you're still doing well, wherever you are.
| - CoLd FevErisH BasTard - |
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@9/07/2009 09:21:00 PM
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Finished the 6-hour mandatory theory and practical driving class today. Woots, now I can finally start my driving lessons. Can't wait to get my own car. That would almost be like true freedom in material form. Just have to wait.
Sigh. Been feeling pretty bummed out for the past few days. Getting old, perhaps. And now I have assignments and presentations to work on. Still can't get study mood to switch on. Maybe I'm just not cut out for academic stuffs. Oh well, still gotta see this through to the end no matter what. Laziness is not an excuse.
Hate to admit this out loud, but, sigh... Maybe letting go is the only solution. Still considering. I don't like this.
| - Me - |
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@9/07/2009 01:26:00 AM
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Sep 4, 2009
Assignments are coming. Run, scream! Now stop. Gotta havta focus on college now, meaning less play, and more sweat from now on. Sigh.
It's been one month since college started. Guess it's finally picking up it's pace. But I still feel so empty. I don't know why I'm taking this course, what I'm going to do after this, even why I'm still breathing. Alive, but empty inside. Zombie? But I digress.
I need to keep my act together. Don't wanna another breakdown like what happened before. But how?
| - A brEatHinG ZoMbIe - |
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@9/04/2009 07:57:00 PM
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