A glimpse is all you get
Jan 27, 2010



I was nearly involved in a car accident yesterday. I was on the wrong lane, and the car to my left was going to turn right, directly into where our car was. If it wasn't for the scream, I wouldn't have swerved away and avoided it… Even though nothing happened, but if something really did, I don't think I could forgive myself. Ever. Just the thought of being the one responsible for causing hurt or harm to come to my friends is enough to tear my mind apart.

To those that were in the car when that happened, I am really sorry for what nearly happened. Sorry.



And life goes on...
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Jan 25, 2010



Preposterous. Barely one month into my second semester and I have had to hand in 2 friggin' assignments, prepare for another group presentation, and get my ass ready for more assignment. It's mostly my fault for procrastinating till the eleventh hour though, so, can't blame anyone for this.

Gah. I really need to straighten my act. I won't go nowhere fast if I keep acting like this. Open your eyes, damnit.


 

| - WasTinG TimE - |



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Jan 18, 2010



A long time ago,
The first sunflower was a person.
She was in love with the sun.
With a heart full of love,
She would longingly stare at the sun for hours.
For days and days,
She went on without food or water.
And after all that time,
She became a flower that resembles the sun.
A flower that grows so tall that no one can block its view.
And even now,
She continues to chase the sun across the sky,
Shouting "Here I am!" to the sun.
But,
The sun never notices her.
That's why in the fall,
She begins to cry.
Drop, drop, drop.
Large drops begins to fall.
"I wasn't noticed this year either"
"Next year, he'll notice me for sure"
She entrusts herself to that wish.
Waiting, waiting, waiting...

Are you like the sunflower?


| - If all you do is bet on next time, you'll only end up in tears. - |


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Jan 4, 2010



Revived from the dead once more, my blog has probably seen more rebirths than even a phoenix itself. Facebook is the main culprit. Status updates are fun, short and instant feedback-able, so you must forgive my brief negligence.

 
 

In fact, it has been quite a while since my last attempt in trying to come up with something to write. Sloth is my greatest sin, and I shall admit it here. But writing is so mundane, so boring, and sometimes most of the time my attention gets diverted towards other more stimulating pastimes. That having been said, however, I do enjoy writing, therefore, even if updates might be more sporadic than ever, there will be continuity yet for this little blog.

 
 

As for life, tedious as it may be, I am enjoying a brief respite in the form of a semester break, which will last towards the end of the first week of 2010. There won't be lost tears when that time comes, for plenty of memories are to be made in this coming week.

 
 

I shall partake my leave for now, as unwillingly as I may be, for it is now time for slumber, and the Bringer of Dreams has already arrive at my doorstep. Goodbye, and so long till next time. I will be back. Probably.

 
 

| - The sin of Sloth resides within me - |

 
 

Written - 23rd December 2009



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